by Kathryn E. May, PsyD on 05/07/13
From the beginning of time, I have lovingly overseen the development of
our dear Creations, from stars to insects, galaxies to black holes. No
particle is too small, no Universe too complex to fall outside the
concern and Love of my attending Eye. Can you conceive of that? Can
you accept my Love? It is a necessary part of your own development if
you are to reach the Perfection you strive for without driving
yourselves crazy with self-criticism and condemnation.
You have heard the old saying about not being able to love others
until you love yourself first. It is true, but it is a tall order if
you have lived a life in which love was scarce, especially during
childhood. It is difficult to give to others what you have not
experienced yourself. In fact, it would be impossible if it were a
matter of just this one lifetime and just the Love offered you by the
humans incarnated around you.
There is far too much cruelty and injustice around you in your human
world for you to overcome the undertow of negativity and darkness
without assistance from those in higher dimensions. It is offered to
you willingly, with compassion and empathy, because many of the most
skilled and attentive Angels and Masters have themselves experienced
life on Gaia in human bodies. They know all about the challenges and
hopes, the traumas and the pain that you experience; they do not forget.
They also understand the urgency you feel with the passing of time as
you experience it. It is not true that because We live in timelessness
that we do not understand your sense of time. We understand both time
and timelessness, which is an advantage for us, but it does not make us
insensitive to your feelings.
It is one of the great challenges of life on Gaia, especially as you
experienced it in 3D, that you must learn to live balanced in two
different worlds - the spiritual and the material. Many of you are
just beginning to open your hearts to higher dimensional experience.
It is a struggle for you to learn patience, the quality of competence
which develops when you are able to grasp glimmers of the feelings of
timelessness as well as the comfort of Our abiding
Unconditional Love in
You are born with this, Beloved Ones - the sense of swimming in an
endless sea of Unconditional Love. You absorb it through your immature
crown chakra, which remains open to receiving our higher vibrational
energy as long as your environment allows you the peaceful moments of
contemplation you need to maintain openness. Unfortunately, most of you
experience fear, loneliness and deprivation early in your lives and so
are drawn away from the idyllic state of joyful surrender to the
overwhelming feelings of Love we pour down on you with every breath.
We recognize this lack, and we now offer you the antidote to this
childhood deprivation: a deep connection with Us which will
re-condition your nervous system and restore your frazzled nerves to the
peace of mind you all long for. It is your birthright, the goal of
this life you have worked so hard to understand. It is also the state
you return to when you finish this lifetime and return to the bosom of
your Creator. This Ascension which you work so hard to understand is
not new and foreign to you - you have experienced it many times before,
when you have left your bodies to return to higher dimensions. The
level you reach between lives depends on the work and the lessons you
have achieved during your many incarnations.
So you see, everything you do now in this life counts. The
assignments you receive, the level of responsibility you are given when
you return Home all depend upon the level of Unconditional Love,
compassion, empathy, truthfulness and patience you are able to reach in
this lifetime. Do not think that this is just an interlude to get
through or a trial to be borne - just the opposite. It is an
opportunity for advancement. Every difficult moment, every stressful
challenge offers the possibility that you can demonstrate your mettle -
not to us, but to yourself.
In that regard, the most difficult lives offer the most exciting
possibilities, the option to leap hurdles you were not able to clear in
previous livetimes. Some of you have taken that option this time around
because you knew of the coming Ascension and wanted to come through it
as the brilliant leaders you felt you would be capable of being with a
bit more “seasoning.” Others of you, the younger souls, were ambitious
in your efforts to achieve what your Enlightened elders have
demonstrated to you - endurance, courage and abiding Love.
Thus, the chaos and struggle of the recent state of affairs on Planet
Earth has been a perfect proving ground, and one you knew was unlikely
to continue for another lifetime. You were aware before you came here
that an incarnation in the human form as it is developing on Gaia is
renowned throughout the Multiverse as the fire which tempers metal, the
kiln which anneals the vessel.
There is hardly a life on Gaia which does not carry with it extreme
challenges; even the wealthy and privileged must withstand the
temptations of power and the indulgence of the senses which can
overwhelm an inexperienced soul. Even the gifts of high intelligence
and/or physical beauty can be a curse to one without reserves of inner
strength to counter the flattery which can inflate the ego to the point
You are now passing through a period which has strained the patience
of even the most experienced souls. You have been promised relief from
financial worries - the most stressful of problems because of the hold
money has on the imagination of humankind. There is hardly a person on
the planet who has not imagined the life of glamour and luxury which
would result if you were to win the lottery, in spite of the minuscule
probability of such an event. This fascination with money has of course
been the creation of the Dark Entities which controlled Gaia, but their
clever deception has been so complete that the general population is
completely unaware of the manipulation which has enslaved everyone.
You have also been promised free energy, clean water, clear skies -
the end to environmental destruction, and family reunions with your Star
Brothers and Sisters which promise an end to loneliness and alienation.
You have been told that you will be able to ascend without leaving the
body, without the disruption of ending life as you have known it. It
truly is a promise of Paradise - a Golden Age in which all will rise to
new heights of creativity and well-being.
We have assured you over and over that We love you unconditionally
and that we wish the best for you. How is a parent or Creator to
accomplish this feat of balance between allowing your growth to continue
unchecked, never to be experienced again in exactly the same way, as
opposed to the fulfillment of their offsprings’ fondest dreams? How
would you balance these moments in a young one’s development if it were
your responsibility? Free will is a precious commodity - one not to be
tampered with or restrained. So is the fulfillment of the Greater Good,
the acknowledgement that there is a time for every season under Heaven.
This is the delicately balanced finale we have orchestrated for you,
according to your own wishes, using the measures and requirements for
fulfillment you prescribed for humankind in the process of Ascension.
Yes, you, Dear Ones, have been the co-creators of this plan, the Masters
of you own Fate. It is your Higher Selves who communicate with Us from
moment to moment about the state of your consciousness and feelings,
using the measures you devised long ago. Your own Soul Guides are the
ones in command of this intricate unfoldment, as they observe with Love
and hope the progress toward your highest good.
Why do you persist in railing against me, my messengers, my Ascended
Masters and my Archangels, as if we were somehow holding you back?
Could it be that you are such cruel taskmasters yourselves that you
imagine Us to be the same? Would you do what you accuse us of - teasing
and tormenting our children with broken promises and shattered dreams?
Are you not the playground bullies of past, the competitive and
isolated proponents of “manifest destiny” - the fulfillment of
individual rights and self-realization to the denial of the rights of
Loved Ones, we await only the achievement of the guidelines you laid
down for yourselves. We are the guardians of your promise to
yourselves, the trustees who have been charged with the responsibility
for helping you to accomplish your ambitious plan. We take our
responsibilities to heart; we will not fail you. You are the Captains
of this glorious Ship, the Commanders-in-Chief of the most illustrious
plan for the Enlightenment of humankind ever devised.
We await your command.