September 29, 2012

Reach Out for Us and We Are There With You


Our discussion today will begin by our asking once again for you to notice the sharp upturn in energy this full moon is bringing.  You may feel distinct changes in your reactions to events around you.  When you are prompted to speak or act, please remember to combine your feelings of unconditional love with your desire for change.  The impulse to do something may be new to you personally and unfamiliar.  It is always best to begin from one’s heart center and proceed as you know your highest vision of yourself would act.  That way, when you pause to ask yourself, “Did I just say that?” it will be with a smile on your face.

As you may be able to tell from the previous paragraph, you are now going to begin manifesting in earnest the changes in self for which you have long prayed as well as some that you intended long before this lifetime.  The legion of true lightworkers and wayshowers is now about to reveal themselves and assume the responsibilities for which they came here.  Know that your Creator and ourselves have the utmost trust and confidence in you.  Give up your feelings of insignificance, of smallness.  You are a part of a very immense group that will not be denied.  Your word, your smile, your ability to cope, your inner strength will all count for far more than you can imagine.

If, at times, your circumstances cause you to feel disconnected or to lose sight of the goal, return to your heart center and call on us for assistance.  You cannot do this too often and we are never more than a moment’s thought away from you.  Most of you are able now to feel the presence of energy when you put your thought to it.  Know now that we are a part of that.  Reach out for us and we are there with you.  Ask for strength, for comfort, and it is yours.
Your dear planet is about to produce some changes which others will interpret in fear.  She is going to great lengths to make necessary adjustments that will harm as little life as possible.  The gradual build-up to what must be done should assure that most are aware of what is happening in their surroundings.  It is fairly certain that no one is truly prepared for all that will occur, even though much of it has been foretold.  You will see evidence of your history that will be impossible for your academics to deny any longer.

This, along with changes you begin making in your societies, should bring you confirmation that everything is moving along the path we have promised.  Many, many are awakening now.  Their added light will begin to give more impetus to the rising consciousness.  “Please return your seat-back trays to their full upright positions and fasten your seatbelts.”  We do love to have a little fun.

We will speak again soon, dear friends.  Good day.

September 27, 2012

The Divine Sexual

Brian, the dragon, 28. 09. 2012

I am The dragon. When we say that, we really are saying "dragons" since dragons where we come from are a collective.

Sexuality is an interesting spiritual topic because no where other than religious circles has sexuality been so demonized and so fraught with guilt feelings, but it is also so integral to your lives and something that can only be experienced this way (with form feeling form) on the physical plane. There are non-corporeal forms of sexual expression (e.g. energies joining in full blend) but that's not what this is about. This is about the physical expression.
The Western religions of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam largely view sexuality as a taboo except between married partners. Buddhist monks incorrectly believe they are more likely to find their inner selves if they don't "distract" themselves with sexuality. Pure spiritual seeking, albeit separate from religion, is sometimes not always free from the same kinds of feelings about sexuality. Then there are social taboos around sexuality, largely not separate from religion but also based on projection of individuals' own prejudices, prudish tendencies, alarm at natural curiosity of children with each other in play, or members of the same sex having sexual feelings. And usually it cannot be talked about. It often cannot be talked about in circles. People who show their form, a gift of beauty, may be called really nasty names. There are more distortions with sexuality than in any other area on earth, and almost everything about how the communal/collective of mankind currently addresses sexuality is largely based on confusion. There have been some improvements, but there is a long way to go.

Now, it is our understanding by seeing the potentials that these issues will work themselves out, so we're not too worried. However, we do want to provide information that will be helpful to some people as they begin working out these issues. It is not to advocate direct action before people are ready but instead let it be something that happens organically at an appropriate time as people grow comfortable and heal. Just don't fight back against it. There are a lot of dangers placed in your reality around sexuality, which could sadden us to some degree since they are not necessary, were we not to know it was part of the intention of making the reality that you call the "old age" possible. For the new age, which is your goal, many of these things have to be cleared. This is also especially for those who activate their kundalini since you are then forced to begin confronting your demons much sooner than others in order to stay psychologically healthy. We also understand there are those who have had such negative experiences that reading this is too much. For those, we say, tune out now or just read cautiously and with much discernment since there may be a lot of healing you need before you can handle it.

So for much of human beings' lives, they have a guilt about sex in general and sometimes spend their entire life trying to learn to push the guilt aside. They try to brush it aside to have a normal adult life and experience sexual pleasure and communion, but they are largely fighting the demons throughout.

What we want to tell you is two-fold: First of all, your sexual energy comes from life force and love, and it is one of hte most important energies and expressions to humanity. It was meant for your enjoyment, and was meant to bring people closer together. It was not meant to be closely guarded and was not meant to only be experienced between married partners. The other important piece we want to tell you is that opening up more sexually is a natural part of evolving into more love-ing beings and the guilt that you attach to sexuality is going to slow down your process of spiritual growth. You are going to need to confront the fears and the guilt and kick it to the curb, so-to-speak. You are going to have to realize that many of the taboos were put in place for none other than to maintain the very confining aspects of the reality and actually hold you back not as victims but as those who chose to have a dense, low-vibration, physical experience.

When human beings go through a sexual experience, some of the most high vibrational energies that human beings can experience on the earthly plane go into your body. The love of a sexual experience, when not encumbered by guilt, can lift you vibrationally. It can even cause ascension in some cases. It is also able to heal. What is called tantra or tantric sex, which really means gifted energy work in concert with sexuality, can be an even more rewarding experience and feel even stronger. However, that is not to diminish any sexual experience. Additionally, the kind of energy you let in during an orgasm (and it includes both physical and non-physical energies) are very similar to the kind of energy higher vibrational beings CONSTANTLY feel when they are going about the many things they are doing. Can you imagine constantly feeling that good, that love? Not something humans could allow for themselves right now. That will change. Someday life will feel like a constant orgasm :-)

We are going to tell you right now that almost every consensual experience is a positive by its purest nature, natural aspects. By consensual, we are not talking about the legal definition or social definition or religious definition but specifically talking about something that doesn't involve force or excessive manipulation. Seduction is light coercion and sometimes necessary to get through the thick emotional shell people place around themselves. What is not appropriate is force or other tactics that will not be even remotely common in the new age. On the other hand, suppression of sexuality throughout life - especially without the training of strict regimen like the buddhist monks undergo - actually causes people to be more aggressive, and less loving.

You may ask about, then, how can it always be positive when there are things like sexual diseases (AIDS), broken hearts and one night stands, abuse, unwanted pregnancies, and others. We will get into some of these, mostly intentionally leaving out the topic of abuse due to the delicate nature of the topic, and present to you a view that you seldom see since you have mired sexuality with so much complication. What we will say about abuse is that most of what humans label as abuse isn't actually abuse. It is natural human curiosity, exploration and instincts mixed with social taboos causing guilt and feelings of victimization. Your bodies are interesting things, especially to your spirits. However, there is also genuine abuse and there is exploitation, and it comes down to what is consent in the most basic sense, without manipulation - not the complicated definition your society and law has. People just won't accept abuse happening anymore and will have the tools to prevent it from themselves in ways they would feel helpless now. But we're not going to talk about abuse anymore because even the above will be difficult for some trying to heal. Instead, let's focus on the other things:

AIDS (and syphilis, herpes, human papaloma, etc)

Some of your conspiracy theorists believe that AIDS was manufactured. Don't give conspiracy theories too much energy. However, there may be some mis-interpreted intuition in people who think it was manufactured. The greatest potential is that AIDS came about naturally in a way you probably don't want to think about since it makes you partially responsible. It is actually a direct manifestation of your (humanity's) guilt into physical form. That is the best way to look at it. In fact, some religious prudes saw it as a sign from god that deviant sexual behavior was being punished. Through your guilt, you (humanity) manifested it into existence AIDS is meant to control your sexuality, and inhibit you. And it did. It has done so much damage that you cannot possibly imagine. In fact, it may have delayed your ascension due to its timing on the heels of the sexual revolution. It is not appropriate, and must go. As must all other STDs. And they will. These diseases will not exist in the not too distant future. AIDS is actually now controlled through treatment, through the will of mankind, and a cure for AIDS is actually right around the horizon. On that day, there will be much celebration throughout the world. Perhaps a big party and we don't mean party literally.


Another common reason to control sexuality is pregnancy. It is part of why male children are historically treated differently than female children when it comes to sexuality, how much they are monitored in a patriarchal society, etc. Because unwanted pregnancy is not something society plans for. Instead, historically, it punishes it. The fact that women have been led to believe that they are not capable of controlling when they get pregnant without drugs is a distortion of the highest scale. Both men and women have the ability to consciously prevent pregnancy except when it's appropriate. Pregnancy is a wonderful thing, but sometimes is just not the right time. Babies should be brought in the world out of love at the point that's appropriate so they can enjoy life the most. That means, both men and women need to regain their ability to hold back the pregnancy during normal intercourse. That is something that only works if you know it's possible and truly believe it (it's what you would call psychic). Some people accidentally successfully prevent pregnancy mentally, but the trouble is if one thought creeps in such as "I would like a baby" or "Oh god I hope I don't get pregnant" that could be enough - especially if it causes emotions or fear.


Once you get rid of manipulation, the "I love you" type one-night stands to get someone in bed (and sometimes they mean it, and then when the passion is gone they block out the love feelings) then there is still one barrier to free expression of sexuality: attachment and possessiveness. Attachment and possessiveness is something that humanity will gradually learn to deal with and adjust in all areas of life. We have no way to prove it, but we can say that monogamy is not a natural state for humanity. It was socially convenient. So there really is no such thing as "cheating". You will realize this, especially when you may bump into someone you were intimate with in another life and those feelings come back or you remember all those encounters. It will be uncomfortable, but it will teach you.


Both of these are very human things. Guilt is driven by human society. We don't have it where we come are, or where your spirits come from. Disgust is a judgement. We look at all creation as beautiful, with some being things we want to explore, and some things -- well we'd rather keep away because it's just not our thing. But the emotion of disgust is not something we ever experience. It will be that way for humans too. Then humans will stop worrying so much about what everyone else is doing and always being in everyone else's business. There will actually be less secrets in the future, which will expose you to more, which will make you less judgmental. The live-and-let-be attitude will prevail.


There's also another little known secret that is another reason that humans subconsciously and consciously control and limit sexual expression. When you're busy having sex fun, you don't get much work done. In the old energy, that wouldn't be appropriate. In the new energy, time won't be such a consideration.


Of course, fear is a big driver of peoples' perception about sexuality, mostly for the reasons mentioned above.
.. And finally...


With all that gone, you then will be free to experience sexuality as much as you like and the healing will begin. Some will need it more than others. Perhaps you will do it so much you get bored of it, if that's possible for you.


It is no accident that matriarchical societies tend to more permissive towards sexuality than patriarchical socities. Women and men in such societies - when uncorrupted - tend to honor the beauty of the body, the beauty and gift of female/male co-creation known as birth, the gift of women being able to have a life grow inside them. Such societies would NEVER go to war willingly. It also made such societies easy prey for the typically more aggressive male-dominated societies. We will not judge one or the other. Both social structures have their strengths and weaknesses and no government or social structure in anything like the old energy will EVER be perfect in the sense of what you would call perfect. However, a balance between male and female tends to work best. We did want to bring to your attention this difference especially considering you are now balancing male and feel energies. Now, we want to shift your attention to a close parallel in the animal kingdom where you can literally see these differences mirrored back to you and study them.

This is the lives of Bonobos versus Chimpanzees. They are almost the same animals but culturally handle sexuality and conflict a different way. Bonobos are docile from a social standpoint and sexuality pervades almost all aspects of their lives. They resolve their problems with large sexual expression of their group members in a way that is appalling to most people. Yet, do they go around and have wars and killing in the way chimpanzees do? No.
So we want you to think for a second, whether all this conditioning you have had around how to view sexuality is there for any other purpose but to control you and hold you back, to support the reality and not surprisingly to actually make you more aggressive, angry. You have had a piece of yourself taken away from you, not as a victim but by choice in order to incarnate into the old energy. But you are moving into the new energy it's time to take back your essence. Your sexual nature is a large part of it, and you are sexual beings. It's time to celebrate that and basque in the positive energy that is part of your birthright.

September 21, 2012

Breaking Old Vows and Opening To Abundance

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The other day, a client and I had a surprise visit from Archangel Raguel.  I don’t recall having had a lot of personal interaction with Raguel-at least in this lifetime-nor had my client, who I will call “Katherine.”  She and I were working on some issues which were blocking her ability to receive clear direction and to manifest abundance (common issues which I’m sure we all can relate to).  Raguel presented himself to me as a tall male Angel, with short chestnut curls and a bright smile.  He seemed very personable and talkative, with a lively sense of humor.  After the session concluded, he identified himself to me as Katherine’s primary guide.  We learned through Raguel that Katherine had many past lives on Earth as a healer and a priestess, but also a couple of lives lived within the confines of the Catholic Church.  Her past life as a nun was the one which was sabotaging her manifestational ablities right now.  He stuck around for awhile after the session, and presented me with a short message to share.

Archangel Raguel:

Releasing the past need not be an arduous process, and the time to break free of old constraints is now.  Negative programming and attachments, accumulated over many lifetimes, can have a detrimental effect on your ability to prosper an grow.  Vows taken must be broken.  Vows of silence may  well be what is preventing you from eloquently speaking your truth.  Vows of poverty are often the greatest inhibitors of your ability to manifest abundance and financial security for yourself and those you care for.  Vows of celibacy are particularly difficult to identify and break free from, and have the capability to quite insidiously sabotage your personal relationships.  These would merely be a few examples, but should prove sufficient for you to see where I am heading with this.  Your curiosity over “what happened when and why” may send you spinning off on a journey of self-rediscovery.  It is natural to wish to know more about yourself, and about your history.  But in no way is the knowing of specific details necessary in order to cleanse yourself of their negative aftereffects.  A common misconception is that you must travel “back in time” and actually relive past traumas, and that you must experience over again the root cause of that which ails you.  Not so.  If you feel led to explore other lifetimes, than by all means, I encourage you, I say yes.  Explore to your hearts content.  These discoveries can be most exciting,  your adventures fascinating.  Yet let it be known that you do not need to relive old pain in the process.

Simply state your intention for clearing. Call to your beloved Angelic guides for protection and assistance.  Identify the areas of your life that appear to be stagnant and blocked.  Place your focus there, and emphatically state that you choose to sever old bonds, that all outstanding indebtedness be marked “paid in full”, that you hereby disconnect and detach from any and all dark, parasitic programming and attachments.  Envision yourself handing all of it over to your dear protectors, to be taken back to Source and reconfigured into Light.  Feel yourself finally free of all that kept you stuck in recurring patterns of self-destructive behavior.  By removing what is in the way, you create an open space for happiness and prosperity to take up residence.  The barriers which prevented you from accessing your abilities will be gone and you shall experience great clarity of vision.  The road is wide open at this time for you to fully  make take hold of your making manifest your dreams and tapping into unrealized potential.  You shall also be given many new and challenging opportunities to serve.  You shall know peace.

I also wish to point out that each person must do this on an individual level.  Loving and compassionate beings that you are, you are possessed of an inborn desire to caretake.  It is most desirable and commendable to seek to spare another pain and to wish to take the heavier burdens off their shoulders and place them onto your own.  It is understandable you pray that they be spared from discomfort and fear-inducing situations.  But know that within the body of even the tiniest child resides the soul of a seasoned crusader.  While it may not be evident on the outside, your loved-ones are in constant communication, with and at the highest levels of consciousness.  Often while sleeping they are being schooled and prepared for what is coming next.  They shall not be caught unawares, you may be sure.  Do utter prayers on their behalf.  Send them energies of healing and unconditional love.  With your words, endeavor to enlighten them.  However, know that the path they chose is theirs and theirs alone to follow.
Take full advantage of this time of transformation, for the lull in activity shall not be lasting much longer.  This is the ideal time for study and expansion, for growth and rejuvenation. 

I am Raguel, and I bid you peace.

Copyright © Bella Capozzi

September 20, 2012

Spare yourself being distracted at this point by any playground bullies

Today let us not forget to mention the impending equinox.  “Oh no!”, thinks our channel.  “We are going to get the light and energy stuff again.”  OK.  We will spare you that… after we point out that not only will you receive it stronger than ever, but there will be subtle changes as you move into this last quarter of your solar year and also into new abilities to sustain higher and higher volumes and frequencies.

We also need not point out that the crazies are seemingly becoming contagious all around you.  Many of you are wondering at yourselves for not becoming at least a little alarmed at what is happening and what is rumored to be about to happen.  Congratulations on your newfound ability to stay anchored in your centers and focused on your intended self-improvement.  Perhaps that is not the best thing to call it, but then, that is what you are doing.

There will be, and indeed are now attempts being made to throw the world into another full-blown war.  This does not surprise you, nor does it surprise us.  But there are just three months left in this momentous year, and a new world-wide war is not on the Divine Agenda.  A very great deal will happen in this three months, and much of it will be very disconcerting to many people, but you will emerge into your new year in better shape than you are now.  As we have said before, the world will not end and the sky is not falling.

What is happening is that you amazing creations of Mother/Father God, Creator of All That Is, are about the business of discovering and remembering who you are and what you are capable of.  For that eventuality, dear hearts, we suggest you hold onto your hats and fasten your seatbelts.  Even at this late date, there are relatively few of you who truly have any inkling of where you are heading.

You have heard us use many beautiful words and descriptions, but that is a far cry from the experience you are to begin very soon.  It is as if we had told you about chocolate ice cream for many years and now you are about to get your first real taste of it.  We have told you it is cold.  We have told you it is creamy, delicious, and wonderful.  But until you have actually tasted it, you have no idea the treat you are in for.  If I hold the ice cream cone out in front you, all you need to do is reach out and take it.  That, dear friends, is a very good metaphor for where you stand right now.  And the best part is that there is enough for you and all of your friends and all of their friends.  There is absolutely no lack of enough for everyone.

We will take care of distributing the ice cream cones.  You make sure that you are ready, polite, patient, and careful not to drop yours on the playground.  Well, actually, you couldn’t do that.  But spare yourself being distracted at this point by any playground bullies.

We once again applaud you all for your efforts and your success.  Stay this last short part of the course and we will continue to support you in all you do.  And if you are one of those who have said “Hi” to us when you noticed our presence or little nudges lately, we say “Hi” back to you.  We love you.  Good day, dear ones.

September 17, 2012

AAM’s Distinction Between Being Right and Doing Right

2012 September 17
Posted by Steve Beckow
A friend of mine, who wishes to remain anonymous, has just had a personal reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon and AAM made a wonderful distinction, which sends me running for my pen, it’s so fertile. He said:

“There is no one in the human realm that does not desire to be right. And part of the measure of the evolution of the soul is the difference between being right and shifting to doing right and aligning with right action, right will — what we call truth. And that is part of the journey.” (1)
My heavens, why didn’t I think of that! It’s so obvious after the fact but I never saw it. Perhaps you’ll allow me to develop that thought a bit, as much for myself as for anyone else.

“Being right” is, as far as I’m aware, the ego’s constant preoccupation. Psychologist John Enright once said that being wrong is like death to the ego. (2)  Some of us, myself included, will go to great lengths to manage our impression so that we appear right.

We may excuse ourselves, justify ourselves, or deny allegations which by rights we shouldn’t, in order to appear right. We work on our renditions of events, or “stories,” until we have them just right. And “just right” means that they portray us as right and often others as wrong.

That’s called the self-serving bias. We posture, preen, strut, and dramatize in order to remain looking good or being right. And we withhold acknowledgement from others, minimize their contributions or assign them fault and blame to work the same effect.

What I notice here is that this is the focus of a person serving him or herself. It’s a “service to self” preoccupation. And that in itself is associated with the old paradigm of separation, competition, win/lose and judgmentalness.
People who’ve evolved to a “service to others” preoccupation have more of an intention to “do right.” Doing right may mean observing the universal laws, or living up to the divine qualities, following the counsel of the masters, or whatever yardstick a person uses to guide them in matters of spiritual conduct. That’s a new-paradigm way of being and is associated with unity, cooperation, win/win, and non-judgmentalness.

“Being right” is paying superficial attention to our image in others’ eyes. “Doing right” is paying attention to the way the universe was designed to work and what the final goal of life is (which is realization of our true nature as divine beings, which doing right serves).

The purpose for which life was designed, from God’s perspective, is, as far as I know, that God should meet God in a moment of enlightenment. From our perspective, it’s that we should realize our true nature in a moment of enlightenment. “Doing right” aligns us with God’s own ways, as far as I can discern. “Being right” or “looking right” often takes us farther away from that goal.

AAM’s distinction really struck a chord with me and clarified some things that remained somewhat unclear to me. I’ll be posting some of the other things he said in this reading later because they too assisted me to clarify some matters of spirituality.


(1) Personal Reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon with M, Sept. 12, 2012.
(2) His actual words were: “Being wrong is to the ego what death is to the body: it is ego-death to be wrong.” (Awareness, Responsibility and Communication Workshop, Cold Mountain Institute, April 10, 1976.)

September 16, 2012

Being Pamela Kribbe

Steve Beckow:  Pamela Kribbe has been channeling Jesus, or Yeshua,  for perhaps a decade now.  Her messages have been very popular and have blossomed into ever-expanding lightwork. She offers a glimpse into her own story here, how a channel comes to be a channel,  the ups and downs of her life, her relationships, meeting Jesus, and how a channeler works. I found the article very interesting and poignant. 
One of her revelations was that she was a holocaust victim, who made a quick turnaround. I actually know a few people who were so and came back for this time.

In this biography, I’m telling a little more about my personal background and spiritual development. Many people have asked me how I got acquainted with channeling and how the connection with Jeshua came about. This biography does not so much offer an explanation of the phenomenon of channeling as a personal story about what it means for me.


My name is Pamela Rose Kribbe and I was born on September 6, 1968 in a small village in The Netherlands. In my childhood, I had a strong interest in the (children’s) Bible and in stories about the life of Jesus, which was strange because my parents were not religious in any active way. At age 12, my grandmother died. I had dearly loved her and she was like a parent to me, since she lived in our house as part of our family. After her death, we – my mother, aunts, cousins and I – got very interested in literature about the afterlife, psychic phenomena etc. This interest remained until I went to the university at 19 years of age.

I started my studies in philosophy at the University of Leiden and after a year I had turned into a skeptic, thinking all this religious stuff was highly superstitious and irrational. I fell in love with the rationalist approach in philosophy and I worked and studied hard. I graduated cum laude and was then offered a position as a Ph.D. student at a different university in The Netherlands. My field of research was contemporary philosophy of science. Meanwhile, at age 23, I had started a relationship with a somewhat older man who was successfully pursuing an academic career as well. We lived together in a nice house, and I thought I was quite happy.

This was not really the case, as I found out through meeting a young man who I fell deeply in love with. He was a philosopher and Ph.D. student as well and, different from my partner, he believed in ‘spiritual things’ while at the same time being sensitive, intelligent and rational. This stirred something deep within me. I had this old interest in the spiritual, but it had become ‘forbidden’ in my academic environment, and now there was someone, who I would now term as a ‘soul mate’, reminding me about a part of me that had been kept hidden too long.

We could talk endlessly about philosophy and spirituality. We fell in love, I left my partner, the house and the city I lived in, but we did not live happily ever after. Our relationship was short-lived and ended in what I experienced as great emotional trauma. Our heavy crush completely uprooted both our lives, but due to character differences and emotional turmoil, we could not build a life together and we broke up after less than six months.


I was renting a small room on my own at that time, living like a poor student again. I didn’t mind about the material backslide though. I was torn apart with grief and sadness because this soulmate-lover had left me. It felt like nothing mattered to me anymore, and I couldn’t care less about the completion of my Ph.D. thesis. Then, seemingly out of nowhere, I was offered a scholarship which enabled me to stay one semester at the University of Harvard in the United States. I could simply attend classes that I liked, without much pressure on me to do anything in particular.

So I went, and it was an incredibly deepening experience for me. I felt totally alone for the first time in my life, and I could only endure it, bear it so to speak, with no solutions at hand. Intellectually I had become empty. The interest I took in academic philosophy had completely withered and I had to try really hard to stay awake during the courses I took at one of the world’s most famous universities. My mind could not take in anything ‘intellectual’ anymore.
I was very tired and after classes I just slept or spent time with my kind roommate, who was lonely too and had just come out of an unhappy marriage. In a bookstore near the university, I discovered a book by Seth, channeled through Jane Roberts. I had never read channeled material before, and at first I did not understand anything about it. But I felt drawn to it again and again and after a while, reading this material became the highlight of my days.
It was not merely the content that struck me as quite original and profound, it was the energy that touched and uplifted me. It was to me the first thing that called me back to life again.

Stuck again

After my stay in the U.S., I decided to finish my Ph.D. thesis, although I knew I would not pursue an academic career anymore. In 1997 when I was 29 years, I graduated with a doctorate in philosophy, and by then I had found a nice apartment for myself again, and I valued and enjoyed my independence. I had grown, I had overcome the worst crisis in my life and I had recovered to some extent. I had had to learn one of the most difficult lessons for me: that one cannot completely lose oneself in a relationship, that one has to accept one’s own ‘individualness’.

I had always experienced ‘falling in love’ as almost a religious thing, like I was waiting for someone or something to ‘lift me up’ from the incomplete state of aloneness, enabling me to feel ecstatic oneness and complete recognition. This desire for ‘transcendence’ or ‘oneness’, rising above the boundaries of ‘me’, had eventually driven me to utter loneliness and despair. I was now recovering from this, with a new sense of awareness, but still I felt quite lonely.
I then met a former fellow student, and he was the only one at that point in my life who I could talk with, really talk with, about the things that mattered to me. We got involved and lived together for almost four years. It was more like a brother-and-sister relationship though. I told myself this was for the best, since too much passion had gotten the better of me and I still felt disillusioned about that former relationship.

Meanwhile, I had to prepare myself to find work, now that I had said goodbye to university life. This was not as easy as I thought. My boyfriend and I planned to teach philosophy courses and do counseling work, and take part-time jobs ‘just for the money’. I started working as a secretary in various jobs, but I was appalled at how ‘office life’ works, the power struggles, the gossips, the humiliation of not being able to express one’s true abilities (as a secretary). I was utterly naïve, since I had spent ten years at the university, working at home most of the time and having lots of freedom to organize my work as I pleased. After a couple of years, I moved into a more prestigious job, but I ended up being very stressed.

Then came a turning point. I had an aura reading from a woman who later became my teacher, that greatly moved me and awakened me. It made me realize that both in the area of work and in the area of relationships, I was unhappy and out of balance. I could admit to myself that I was in a dead end street. I had these surges of creative energy, I had dreams and visions for the future, but meanwhile I was simply holding on to a relationship and a working environment that were preventing me from truly expressing myself. I was afraid to be ‘on my own’ again. A few months after I met this spiritual therapist, I started a course in intuitive development and aura reading with her and I quit my stressful, unsatisfying job. I started another easier part-time job (which would not last long either).

Self exploration

In the Fall of that year 2000, I felt drawn to investigate my past lives through regression therapy. This proved to be an amazing adventure. I had already started to spontaneously view past life images, which evoked strong emotions in me and gave me the sense of being a much larger identity than just my current personality. In the past life regression therapy, I investigated many lifetimes, which explained a lot to me about why I had always felt certain ways.
The one that perhaps impacted me most was the most recent lifetime in which I died as a Holocaust victim in the concentration camp of Auschwitz-Birkenau. Reliving this experience made me understand the inexplicable sadness that I had always sensed deep inside, and the resistance I had felt towards life. Other lifetimes, reaching from spiritually focused ones to very disempowered ones and ones in which I misused my power, opened up such a new range of awareness, that I felt a great desire to share my experiences with someone who would understand. My boyfriend had by then started to think I was going slightly mad…

Meeting Gerrit

I had just got acquainted with the Internet then and browsing around, I stumbled on Gerrit’s web site about reincarnation, time and spirituality. Immediately, I was struck by the energy it emitted and by the shared interests we had. I had the strangest feeling that either he was someone incredibly familiar to me, or I was really going mad and making things up. I decided to write him anyway and a lively correspondence ensued. Three months later we met in person. I had by then broken up with my partner. When I met Gerrit, I had the sensation that I knew him very well, only not as this particular 20th century appearance! It was inexplicable and mysterious. I was immediately drawn to him and, as it happened, he to me!

I moved in with him a few months later, got pregnant right away and before the year was over we were married! In 2002, our daughter Laura was born. The period in which I thoroughly investigated my past lives, got to know Gerrit and moved to another part of The Netherlands (where Gerrit lived) felt to me like a period of deep transition, even dying. I felt like I was emerging from my previous personality as a new ‘me’, but more of ‘me’ than I had ever been before! I felt like I was entering an altogether new way of being, in which, finally, things made sense, fitted together and paved the way for long held dreams to come true.

Starting up my practice

After my daughter was born, I started my spiritual practice for aura reading and healing and clients started to come to me from the middle of 2002 onward. Things just went naturally and smoothly, without having to put too much effort into it. I had finally found the work that I could truly express myself in. I did have to deal with a lot of fears I had not anticipated. Now that I was doing the work I loved, I discovered I had fears about really expressing myself, about being different, being strong and self confident, etc. I felt vulnerable, because for the first time I was truly expressing myself, withholding nothing and the risk of being rejected or criticized frightened me. I could do only a few consultations a week.

Meeting Jeshua

Meanwhile, Gerrit and I often held sessions for ourselves, exploring our inner worlds, the emotional scars and wounds from this and other lifetimes, and other subjects such as astrology, the changes in the world etc. One night, I felt a presence near me whose energy was different from what I was used to. It felt serious and solemn and it made me slightly nervous. I was used to making contact with spiritual guides, my own or other people’s guides. But this felt different.

I decided to investigate who this was, with the help of Gerrit, and when I got into the trance state and connected to the energy, I saw the name ‘Jeshua ben Joseph’ in front of my inner eye and I immediately felt it was true. In a split second, just before my intellect started to raise doubts and questions, I recognized Jeshua as a deeply familiar presence that it was very natural to feel close to. There was an inner recognition and therefore I accepted the connection. The fact that he presented himself as ‘Jeshua ben Joseph’ and not ‘Jesus’ showed me that he wanted to make clear from the start that he was not the personality manufactured by the Bible and by tradition.

I started to explore the connection with Jeshua in the coming weeks and months. I told no one, only Gerrit knew. It felt authentic and right, even though I had to get used to the energy I felt entering my aura and body when I connected to Jeshua. His energy was very ‘centering’ and grounding, and it gave me a clear focus, devoid of sentimentality and drama. It was quite direct and powerful. What frightened me was the power in it! It offered me a level of consciousness in which one sees things very clearly, but also in a way that might be upsetting or unsettling to others. It was part of my personality that I tried to be ‘nice and sweet’, avoiding confrontations, and I thought I had already become quite independent and assertive.

But Jeshua’s energy showed me I had ways to go yet! Especially working as a reader and healer, I had to balance my sensitive and empathic side with a male energy that would allow me to be up front, protect my boundaries and help me stay balanced and centered amidst heavy emotional energies. Jeshua offered me guidance in my work as a therapist, not only by giving me information in words or phrases, but by actually conveying his energy to me, making me understand what it is like to see things through his eyes, or perhaps better put: through the eyes of the Christ energy (which is in all of us). By channeling his energy, literally by allowing it into my body and aura, I could personally grow and understand more.

After a while, Jeshua also started giving information to Gerrit and me that was more universal in nature. I would go into a trance state, guided by Gerrit, and then Jeshua would give me messages which came to me in the form of words, or feelings which I had to translate into words. Perhaps the best way to put it is that he conveys insights to me (which make me feel like: Oh now I see!) and that it is my task to translate these into the appropriate words, phrases and sentences. Sometimes the words roll easily out of my mouth, like they are given to me; at other times I have to look for formulations that ‘match’ the energy I feel and it’s more of a struggle. Also, the energy that comes forth in a channeling is sometimes difficult to put into words, for it is not just the literal information that comes through but also an energy of healing, love and clarity.

The first series of messages that came through was the Lightworker Series (published on this web site). It contains messages about the history of the lightworker souls, the coming of a new era, and the transition from ego-based consciousness to heart-based consciousness. Jeshua told us this series of messages was meant especially for lightworkers. He said it was important that they wake up and realize who they are. It is when they have awakened that they will help other portions of humanity on their way towards a heart-based consciousness.

Going public

I still had told no one about my connection with Jeshua, being afraid of ridicule and disbelief. It seemed quite impossible to me to say the words: “I am channeling Jeshua or Jesus” out loud to anyone. There was this skeptical philosopher lingering in the back of my mind, explaining to me I was about to have myself declared insane, confused, pretentious, etc. Nevertheless, I confided in some close friends and we had some small sessions together which worked out well. Also, we published the first series of channelings on my web site (in Dutch).

Then, more than a year after I had ‘met’ Jeshua, I got an invitation from a Belgian spiritual center to come and give a public channeling. I was shocked at the mere thought of it, but on the other hand I knew I should not refuse, that I had to go through this fear, and that Jeshua would not lead me astray. I was nervous for weeks and sick and sleepless the days before, but then the first public channeling took place and it had a great positive impact on me. It was a short channeling and Q&A session (the first one of the Healing Series, published on the web site) but I felt Jeshua’s presence pouring though me very clearly. People were warm and enthusiast in their reactions, and the ‘public hanging’ failed to occur.

I was on such a high after that first public channeling that I immediately decided to organize meetings at our own house and so we did. But the fears were not over yet. Every time I had to channel in front of an audience I felt great resistance, fear and even anger! I was never one who felt comfortable speaking in public, being shy and withdrawn. Why put myself in such a vulnerable spot, not sure whether anything coherent would come out my mouth or whether Jeshua was going to ‘be there’ in the first place?! Of course, he was always ‘there’ for me.

My persistent insecurity, fear and indignation that ’I had to do this’ was simply my ego fighting to the last to put an end to this ‘wildly irresponsible undertaking’. Having Jeshua speak through me went against all my ‘safety mechanisms’. It flaunted all my acquired habits of being cautious, reserved and ‘at the sidelines’. I had been a bit of a misanthrope for long, not trusting people easily. Now here was this energy presence, telling people through me how he loved and cherished them, encouraging them to embrace their own inner knowing and power, even scolding them humorously about their stubbornness or resistance. This could not be me!

I was amazed at the reactions we received. First, we put all the channelings on our Dutch web site, which started to attract a growing audience. We got hundreds of e-mails in the years that followed from people telling us they were very moved by the messages and that it was almost like Jeshua spoke to them directly! After a while, I translated the channelings into English and we made an English web site as well. It didn’t attract many readers at first but Jeshua told us to simply let it be and wait. Indeed, after more than a year we started to receive messages from English speaking readers as well and we started to offer long distance readings to people abroad as well. Things were getting busy.


Several people from different countries then contacted us through e-mail and volunteered to translate the Jeshua messages. They manifested ‘out of nothing’ to us, able translators and kindred spirits who felt like family and who simply offered their services because they were inspired by the Jeshua material. It’s amazing. Translations into Spanish, Hebrew, French, Portuguese and Finnish are now available on the Internet. We were befriended by people around the world, sharing a common interest and desire which seems to transcend cultural boundaries. Jeshua had told me that I just had to write the material and then let go. It would find its own away and it truly did.

The Internet has been a major medium for this. One of the ‘synchronicities’ in our story was that Gerrit works as an IT consultant and was able to design and maintain web sites. I also feel that my background as a philosopher has helped me a lot to translate the energy of Jeshua into words and concepts. Also, I had always loved to write and I had been trained to write in English as a student of philosophy. I feel that in creating the channelings and doing readings for clients, I am finally ‘doing my thing’, the thing that I was ‘born to do’. It gives me a deep sense of fulfillment to receive so many warm and kind responses from people all over the world, and I also feel grateful that I can now make a living out of the thing that I love to do most!

Channeling – a bit of debunking

In conclusion, I would like to make some general remarks on the phenomenon of channeling. Perhaps, being Dutch (they are considered to be a very down-to-earth people!) and still quite skeptical about some of the new age stuff I encounter, I would like to put some things about channeling into perspective.

The relationship between channeler and channeled entity  

I think that channeling is a cooperation between a human being and a non-physical entity who acts as a teacher. The teacher offers inspiration and a larger perspective to the human being, and the human being translates the energy of the spiritual entity into the words and concepts he is acquainted with through his upbringing, education and culture. I do not believe that it is possible, or even desirable, that the human channel should completely set himself aside, in order to “purely channel” the non-physical entity’s energy.

I think it is inevitable that the channel’s mind set, awareness and vocabulary greatly influence what comes through. Even if the channel goes into a deep trance state, he is the receiver, the vessel and therefore co-creator of the material. I think it is naïve to presume that a channeler can receive a message totally ‘from without’, taking no part in it. I believe the messages come ‘from within’, through his consciousness, enlarged by the spiritual teacher’s consciousness, and that the quality of the channeling does not so much depend on the extent to which the channeler can eliminate himself as on the level of consciousness that both the channeler and the channeled entity posses. Channeling is essentially a co-creation.

How to judge the quality of channeled information

Channeling can be beautiful and inspiring. But it can also lead to nonsense, hollow phrases, or fearful, moralistic tales of woe. At the worst, it leads to the worship of authorities who have nothing going for them except their name or rank in some invisible spiritual hierarchy. Looking up to elusive authorities outside of us – wasn’t that precisely what all spiritual teachers had warned us against?

The fact that information is channeled says absolutely nothing about the quality of it. In the philosophy of science, the branch of philosophy that investigates what makes scientific theories ‘scientific’ or trustworthy, a useful distinction is made between the ‘context of discovery’ and ‘the context of justification’. What leads to the discovery of a scientific theory has no bearing on whether it can be justified. A scientist can make up any theory he wants, relying on personal dreams, associations, or reveries, but once he has formulated the theory, it will be judged by his peers on the basis of generally acknowledged criteria such as empirical confirmation, coherence, explanatory power, etc.

So in the context of discovery, anything goes, whereas in the context of justification, the theory has to live up to certain standards of quality in order to be valued by the scientific community. I think the same goes for channeled material. Channeled messages should be judged by the same standards as spiritual texts from ‘mere humans’: is the information clear, does it add new insights to your knowledge, does it inspire you to love yourself more, do you feel enlightened and uplifted by the message? I think if the answer is ‘yes’, the question of who channeled it and how it came about (the context of discovery) is relatively unimportant. The proof is in the pudding, not in the alleged rank or status of the one who prepared it.

My own experience as a channeler

When I channel Jeshua, I feel myself getting larger instead of smaller. I feel his energy helping me rise to the greatness of my own greater Self. I think he is in fact mediating between ‘the small everyday me’ and the ‘larger Me’, helping me to embody it a little more. Every time he does this and I allow it, I am expanding my consciousness a little more, and it affects my own growth and empowerment. One time, I did a channeling (about “Relationships in the New Era”) in which I so strongly felt the presence of my own higher of greater self (who I call Aurelia), that I doubted whether I was still channeling Jeshua. I asked him that evening before I went to sleep, and then he said something very endearing to me: ‘Remember always, I am there for you, you are not there for me’. This made it very clear to me. We are all meant to fully embody and manifest our greater Selves here on earth. Teachers come along to help us on our path, and if it’s a true teacher, he or she will help you as long as you need it, and then get out of the way.

Jeshua is still with me, although I feel I am not ‘chatting’ as much with him as I used to in the beginning. Often nowadays when I ask him a personal question, he asks me: what do you truly feel about it? And when I focus on that, the answer is there, from my own inner knowing and intuition. So, Jeshua encourages us all to take up our own power, and to see channeling as a means and not as an end. Perhaps one day I will be able to ‘channel’ my own higher or Christ self, and not rely on Jeshua anymore. I am sure he would be the first to applaud me!

 Jeshua on channeling

I will conclude with a ‘channeling on channeling’, a few words from Jeshua on his relationship with me as channeler:
Channeling is a way of getting closer to yourself with the help of another – non-physical – being. This being temporarily plays the role of a teacher. The energy of the teacher helps you get to a deeper level of yourself. The teacher’s energy lifts you out of the fears that keep your own light veiled.

A teacher shows you your own light. The teacher is more aware of your light than you are. As soon as this light, your inner knowing, is accessible to yourself, the teacher becomes superfluous. You are then able to channel your own light.

The teacher does not have to act as a bridge any more between you and your higher self.
I am reminding you for a while of your own light. I mirror your greatness to you in the shape of Jeshua ben Joseph. In me you see yourself, your Christ self, but you do not realize this fully yet. I am like a frame of reference to you, my energy serves as a beacon. I help you get more deeply acquainted with your own Christ self. It slowly will move to the foreground, and I will move to the background. This is all right. It is as it should be. Don’t forget, in this relationship, I am there for you, you are not there for me. I am not the aim, but the means. The rebirth of Christ is the awakening of your Christ self, not mine.

I act according to what serves your greater Self. My aim is that you make me superfluous. When you channel me, do not try to make yourself small or invisible. I wish that you make yourself bigger, feel your true strength flow out of you and shine upon the world.

A teacher points at the road but it is you who walk it. After a while, you find yourself walking alone, having left the teacher behind. This is a grand and sacred moment. The teacher will stay with you, will live on in your heart as an inner presence, but the separate figure will disappear.

We stay connected, but as you grow, you will less and less see me, or want to call upon me, as a separate being. I will slowly become part of your own energy. And at some point, you will not know me as separate from you anymore. This will show that you have truly heard and seen me.

Jeshua, summer 2006

September 14, 2012

Our Vibrational Frequency Activates Fifth-Dimensional Timelines

Your vibrational frequency is what determines your ability to access and experience fifth-dimensional timelines where unconditional love, limitless abundance, radiant health and boundless creativity are the norm.

There are many different means by which one can raise their vibration. These include diet, exercise, belief system adjustments, meditation, intention, stilling your mind and focusing on unconditional love. Anything you do that liberates you from being overly-enmeshed in physical reality will help you expand your consciousness into higher-dimensional realities.

Higher vs. Lower-Vibrational Frequencies

You might be walking down the same street, dressed the same way and by all outer appearances virtually the same, but varying rates of vibration will give you a very different experience of an identical set of outer circumstances.
At a lower-vibrational frequency, you might be seething with anger that the light for the crosswalk changed as you approached the intersection. Your anger might trigger memories of other instances when things didn’t go your way and soon you are feeling the whole world is against you. By the time the light changes, you are so worked up you stumble and land face-first on the concrete, breaking a tooth. Now, in pain, you call your dentist for an emergency appointment only to discover he is on vacation. All of this now reaffirms your feeling that you are a hapless victim in a dark and unkind world.

At a higher frequency, you might use the extra time spent waiting at the curb for the light to change to ponder the beauty of the day. An idea for a poem or painting might filter into your mind. You might be inspired to go for a walk in the park to commune in nature with your new inspiration. While at the park, you see a dear friend you haven’t seen in awhile (but were just thinking of earlier). You agree to meet later for dinner at a favorite hangout where a performer you enjoy is playing relaxing acoustical music. All of this reaffirms your belief in the amazing magic and synchronicity of the universe.

The choice here might seem obvious and yet people who know better allow themselves to be hooked into lower-vibrational realities all the time.

The Final Exam – Breaking Free of the ‘Rubber Band’ Effect

It is important to hold in mind that the steps you take to raise your vibration are only part of the equation. Once you make an energetic shift, you will need to stand strong as residual energies continue to spin out old realities for a time. This provides a test of sorts - a final exam. If you are truly ready to exist at the higher-vibrational frequency, you will be transparent to these old energies spinning out. If, however, any part of you is in doubt, you may be drawn back in by old circumstances rearing their head. This “rubber band” effect snaps you back to lower frequencies.

Part of what determines your susceptibility to old energies is your motivation for upgrading your vibration in the first place. If you are making changes from a pure desire to follow guidance and inspiration and serve others, you will be far less affected by these old energies still spinning out. When you are committed to following guidance regardless of what advantages and personal benefits you receive from it, you are more likely to be indifferent to whatever circumstances you encounter. Remaining transparent to the vissicitudes of physical reality will help you realize that old energies are spinning out due to “lagtime” – the time it takes for new manifestations to arrive in physical reality.
If your motivations are tethered to expectations you hold about the outcome of the changes you are making, this can be your downfall. Having expectations can make you more susceptible to being pulled back into an old feeling state when you fail to see your expectations and conditions met. When you make a great deal of change and see old realities still cycling around, disappointment can hook you back into these old situations. The worst that can happen in this situation is that you lapse into self-judgment for a seeming failure to break free of old energies despite your best efforts. Self-judgment is akin to condemning yourself to the worst that can happen because it opens your energy field to all sorts of negative events. If you find yourself lapsing into self-judgment for any reason, quickly issue yourself an unconditional pardon. Your own forgiveness will lift you up into higher frequencies.
Shifting to a ‘Giving’ rather than ‘Getting’ Perspective

By shifting your emphasis from an attitude of "me and what I'm getting" to one of "the universe and what I'm giving", you'll be less shaken by old realities that appear before you. As you step free of expectations, self-judgment and victim consciousness, you pass the final hurdle to raising your vibrational frequency.

Once you make a complete shift, you are far less likely to be pulled back into old energies. An infinite, empowered and spiritually connected being will “see through” whatever appears before them, knowing it is just the past evaporating as it releases from their energy field. They are far less invested in what happens on the surface of reality because they exist on frequencies of bliss where everything that happens radiates divine perfection.
Seeing the World through the Eyes of your Higher Self

Many lightworkers have this understanding and are here this time around to take a leap of faith and stand strong within themselves. Having the courage to see the world through the eyes of one’s higher self makes one impervious to circumstances they observe in the world.

We're not talking about indifference to the suffering of others. At a high-vibrational frequency, it is more obvious that one cannot assist others by allowing themselves but to be pulled down into the abyss. Instead, by standing in a place of observing “what is” without reacting to it, you are empowered to hold a loving space for others who are still struggling. This is the way the world is transformed to a higher frequency: for each person to hold a high vision and serve as a beacon for others.

For more on timeline and identity shifts, see Timeline and Identity Shifts: the New Science of Reality Creation by DL Zeta

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September 13, 2012

When the clock tones midnight

Sometimes you are so engrossed in what you are doing that you lose track of time. Perhaps, you have had a grandfather clock or church bell at least once in your life remind you that it's midnight, or watched a clock move to the next day. Sometimes that can be a signal that it's time to save the rest of whatever you are doing until the morning.
In much the same way, souls are busy taking advantage of every last second left in this age, before it's gone. Most are souls that came here for the transformation and often largely for what comes after but spend some of their lives in the previous age. As a result, they feel intuitively that there isn't much left so they try a little of this, and try a little of that.

There's a lot of wonderful "distractions" from the "reality" of this time and lots of nuances that make up the fabric of what this reality is. It's hard to just sit there and not experience, experience, since our greater selves is that of experiential beings, and we love experiences.

Nor is there anything wrong with it, since that's what you were expected to do. Curiosity is not just a human trait, but it's also in our souls' nature :-)

However, don't feel you need to finish every little thing. And we'll tell you why: After the transformation, things will be much much easier. Therefore, all those things that you didn't finish - if they are meaningful to you - can be done so much more easily after the transformation, believe it or not. You can set up little worlds for yourself to complete them, either sequentially or in parallel - it's up to you. Plus, beyond that you'll be so much more and able to do so much more!

So, enjoy and experience, but when that clock strikes midnight, so-to-speak, and the piscean age is over, be ready to drop what you are doing since you won't miss out on anything. In the meantime, have fun or enjoy the challenge!

September 10, 2012

Throat Chakra Activation

Throat Chakra Activation by Anthena Arcturus

Channelled through Natalie Glasson- 10-09-12

Throat Chakra Activation by Anthena Arcturus Channelled through Natalie Glasson- 10-09-12
Beloved Earth beings, souls and aspects of the Creator, I come forward to you now holding and sharing the light and wisdom of the Acturians. From the star of Arcturus I extend my energies to your being guided by the wise Acturian Masters to support you at this sacred time in awakening your throat chakras. My energy and love are with you always and I act as a bridge connecting your energies with the bright light of Arcturus for further spiritual awakening and awareness.

I wish to make you aware that it is at this time that you can ask for your throat chakra to be activated by the Acturians overseen by myself and Archangel Michael. Your throat chakra is an important energy point of expression within your being, closely linked to your heart and soul it acts as a prominent expression of the Creator aspect held within your being. Your throat chakra vibrates naturally at the vibration of truth akin to a well of self-expression and divine sacred wisdom.

We often only think of the heart chakra or soul as holding tremendous wisdom but the throat chakra is divinely connected to the source of truth that is the Creator as are all your chakras. The throat chakra has always observed your soul and heart expression as well as expressed the wisdom of the mind, there is so much wisdom held within the throat chakra which is akin to memories or energy patterns of vibrations that have passed through the throat chakra. More so the throat chakra is one of the greatest tools you hold to express the light and wisdom of the Creator at a physical level. When you move beyond the dimensions of the Earth the throat chakra plays less of a role within your reality although it continues to act as an expression of energy but also acts as an amplifier of the heart and truth that radiates from within. It is important to acknowledge the presence of your physical body as well as the presence of your chakras, for they will change as you evolve and shift through dimensions adjusting to what is needed for your further expression of yourself.

While the activation of the heart chakra is essential at this most sacred time, there is a need to focus upon the activation of the throat chakra, at a physical level the heart can only express to a certain percentage. The throat chakra is a tool for further or amplified physical expression of the love and truth of the heart. In truth the time is coming for both the heart and throat chakras to work in unison as one. Even when you do not speak or express sound there is a constant vibration like an unheard sound that radiates from your throat chakra. Depending on your focus the vibration your throat chakra creates can originate from the mind, heart chakra or even emulate the vibration of the physical body.

If the heart chakra and throat chakra work in unison then the throat chakra radiates a vibration that is equal or the same as the heart chakra, therefore expanding the space, presence and power of the heart chakra tremendously. The heart chakra becomes more expansive and is able to express love and wisdom with abundance, supported by the throat chakra which is able to express the sound or energy vibration of the heart chakra akin to a constant buzzing sound thus creating a twofold expression of the heart. The heart chakra can create physical expression of the energies it holds but the throat chakra can create an instant impact upon your physical reality and the realities of others. It holds the ability to manifest and amplify the heart chakra on a greater level.

It is a time when the love vibration of the Creator is so essential and needs to be recognised by you as a source within your being, anything that can amplify or expand the flow of your loving vibration is essential. The aim of the light beings upon the inner planes and the Creator is to create an era of love upon the Earth. In truth they are asking you to recognise the abundant love that you hold as well as realising your wonderful expression abilities.

To manifest love there is only a need to focus upon two things, to recognise that you hold an abundance of love within your being and to realise that you are akin to an expression machine, you have ample and diverse ways of expressing and experiencing the love of your heart and the Creator on the Earth. We wish for you to rejoice in this realisation because in truth it sets you free, offering you the freedom, guided by the will of the Creator to express yourself beyond boundaries and limitations, there is no greater experience or achievement. Your throat chakra at this time holds the key to unlocking the divine expression of your heart and soul thus setting your heart and soul free to exist beyond limitations and boundaries. Your heart chakra is waiting for this freedom of expression, waiting to bring forth a wave of love that is greater than you have previously experienced.

From the Acturian point of view, when we observe your throat chakra we see it as an eye which has been turned vertical. This eye when you gaze into it takes you to the very point of your origin not as your soul but as the Creator. It is a unique link that is almost like your umbilical cord connecting you to the origins of the Creator, constantly sharing life force energy and support, retaining a connection with source. It is often that the throat chakra isn’t recognised as a link to the origins of the Creator and so can become blocked or tainted by lack of connection with the heart chakra or the lower vibrational consciousness of the mind. By allowing the heart chakra to merge becoming one with the throat chakra, a deep cleansing of the throat chakra is experienced allowing the throat chakra to return to its natural existence of holding a divine connection with the origins of the Creator. This is one of the reasons why the throat chakra is seen as an amplifier, because of its connection to truth it magnifies any energies expressed or locates the most powerful truth to ensure its manifestation or expression.

We are encouraging you to activate your throat chakra in unison with your heart chakra so that you may stimulate the link existing within your throat chakra that connects you once more to the origins of the Creator. It is my wish to share with you a practice to further activate your throat chakra and to align your throat and heart chakras in unison.
First allow yourself to relax and release any tension held in your neck or shoulders.
Close your eyes and allow yourself to focus upon your breathing.

Think of the sound and tone, ‘Om,’ begin to tone Om but with your mouth closed so you are humming and can feel the vibration flowing from your throat, achieve this until you feel energy building in your throat chakra.
‘Ma,’ is the tone of the great feminine vibration, tone Ma with your mouth closed focusing on your heart chakra, with your hands on your heart as an awakening and activation.

Focus upon your throat chakra and imagine that you are melting into your throat chakra. You may wish to visualise the vertical eye of beautiful colours allowing yourself to melt into the colours of light. The light becomes brighter cleansing your throat chakra, taking you into the space of the Creator’s light.
Let your mind ask for your throat chakra and heart chakra to be united as one in true Creator expression, then just observe without expectation.

You may need to practice this activation in order to experience the full benefits of greater freedom of your heart vibration and expression. I am here to guide, support and assist you. If you wish me to come forward to achieve a healing upon your throat chakra before you begin the practice then simply call upon my energies and breathe my light into your throat chakra.

With divine inspirational blessings, Anthena Arcturus

September 9, 2012

Arcturian Group 9/9/2012

We of the Arcturian Group welcome all who read the messages of the Arcturian Group.
We see many patiently awaiting promised changes and many others who have chosen to move into doubt and despair. Try not to allow messages in and of the old energy to keep you from your center dear ones, for much of it functions as a tool to keep you in bondage to what is now finishing. Many (not all) in power or hoping for it, hold desperately to what little power is left in obsolete concepts and beliefs, for it is what will keep the status quo, allowing them to function while keeping you tied to the past. It is good to contemplate this when considering your upcoming elections.
When thoughts of discouragement come to you, always remember that they are not yours-- they are impersonal. How could negativity flow from the Heart of the Divine which is what you truly are. Third dimensional thoughts and beliefs are simply energy waiting to be claimed by a receptive state of consciousness. Concepts accepted by the unenlightened mind manifest outwardly and are accepted then as reality.
You are learning that a consciousness filled with beliefs of duality and separation manifests as the so called evils of the world, for you are creators. Until an individual awakens, this is done ignorantly without conscious awareness. Mankind has been happily asleep and ignorantly creating good and bad for eons. There is to be no blame or guilt for the many lifetimes including this one, lived in ignorance because these experiences were necessary steps in your evolution.
This is why it is called awakening, you are awakening out of your created illusions into the Light of truth. It is not the world that is illusion, rather it is your concept of the world that is the illusion. You chose to awaken through the experiences of third dimensional energy and now you are graduating--learning the truth of who and what you really are. This is huge dear ones, and you can be very proud of yourselves for it has been a long and difficult journey. This is why so many are excitedly observing your process now, it is a great and wonderful occurrence and many are rejoicing with you.
You are learning that many things you believed to be true, never were and are beginning to understand that as creators, you can change yourselves and your world. This is what is meant by taking your power back and this is what is going on right now. You are seeing results in many places where the consciousness of the people is allowing in more Light. This in turn is exposing all that is not of the light including those individuals working to keep it away. The process cannot be slowed dear ones, for mankind and the dear soul Gaia, are changing, evolving, graduating. It was never meant that mankind remain in darkness forever, it was simply your learning path, and you have done it.
Be aware that much is soon to transpire that will shock you. Revelations about the actions of many you believed to be leaders. Try to understand that they have lived out from a state of tremendous ignorance, allowing the pulls of power to take precedence over their life plan and are now being called to answer for it. All is proceeding according to plan.
Many are experiencing health issues that seeming come "out of the blue". Most of this is the clearing of old energy still present in cellular memory from many previous lifetimes as well as the present one. Many of you chose to experience horrendous childhoods of physical and emotional abuse and you wonder why. It is very important to understand that before incarnating, a soul will often choose a life plan of experiences that will serve to reactivate certain energies needing to be released. Horrendous experiences of all sorts imprint themselves in cellular and emotional memory and are then carried from lifetime to lifetime until the individual is prepared to deal with them through release. These old energies color individual decisions and the personality (unreasonable fears) lifetime after lifetime until cleared. Those of you dealing with these sort of issues need to understand that you were not ready until now to release these painful old energie but that you are now, which is why so much seems to be coming front and forward in your thinking. All of you are receiving much help from your Higherself and Guides to do this for the Higher Self only brings in issues you are ready to release (not patched with 3d solutions), when you are ready. Try not to get sucked backward by what you feel or experience during these clearings.
Every soul formulates a plan before reincarnating; a plan to bring about the experiences and relationships that it knows are necessary in order to evolve. Because of the importance of these times, all ready to evolve with Gaia into the higher frequencies, came to earth with their whole list, not just one issue needing to be addressed. Some forget their plan once they are in the dense energies, but most do not. If you are aware of truth and yet find yourself immersed in many uncomfortable situations, examine what you are believing. Say to yourselves; "What am I believing that is causing me to feel this way? In the light of truth, is it true?". Physically, do what you need to do, sometimes medical help is needed, but remember that much of what is happening right now is the release and resolution of old finished business.
When you understand that the unpleasant experiences of your lives are opportunities for you to awaken presented by your own Higher Self because you are ready, you will be able to embrace and learn from them, feeling peace in knowing that you are now able to understand. It is only when an individual tries to hold tightly to what they have evolved beyond, that there is great suffering.
This is how evolution takes place--awareness unfolds gradually through experience after experience until the individual no longer needs that particular experience and it is no longer a part of their state of consciousness.
You will not have to wait much longer to see the results of your Light dear ones for much is coming to a head at this time. Many are feeling change on an individual basis in that they are no longer resonating with the many presentations of the old energy. Foods, people, entertainment, and ways of living simply no longer speak to you in the ways they used to . Rejoice in this dear ones, for it means that your resonance has moved beyond the resonance of these things. Please remember that we are not saying you will not have foods, people or entertainments in your lives, but that they will be on new and higher levels.
Enjoy yourselves and feel joy in the ways that resonate with you, for joy is the closest energy to the Divine. Simple pleasures will begin take precedence over complicated, expensive, and self serving entertainments that reflect popular beliefs based in duality and separation.
All is proceeding according to plan. Rejoice dear ones, you are doing a fine job of it. Just hold to your center in all experiences, not giving them the power of being good or bad for this is duality, but seeing the divine plan in all experiences and all people knowing that only truth is.
We are the Arcturian Group 9/9/2012

September 7, 2012

St. Germain answers


Elizabeth Trutwin asked a friend to pose questions to St. Germain regarding Changeover and 911. The following questions were posed to St. Germain tonight and these are his answers:

1.  It's said that we need to all personally change our view on things in order for change.  So that means no TV, no media, etc... anything that can alter our opinion/views/experience on Earth and keep us in fear.  Once we feel we've made that change, because we're in 3D, we need others to realize this fact and make changes themselves.  Eventually, we hit a tipping point whereby enough souls understand this.  Is that tipping point then when we get disclosure and announcements?  If so, then what is the tipping point that Ashtar talks about (and others) that we have supposedly hit already?

The tipping point has been reached as Ashtar said. This means there are a percentage of Souls living on Earth who understand the Truth and hold the Light for all. Many Souls recently have woken up and look beyond their everyday routine to answer the perennial questions we all have about life acknowledging they individually effect the whole.

Change. Change comes from persistent attention focused on a vibration. If there is an Earthquake, human attention is there. If there is a mass shooting, humanity focuses its attention there. The media then hold too much of the Light Focused Energy where they deem on fear episodes.
When Lightworkers focus their attention on one goal for a persistent focus on one mutual goal then they will have achieved all they hope for.

2.  Can you elaborate on what exactly needs to be done in the financial world to bring forth arrests and announcements?  What is going to be the last thing the day before we get arrests/announcements?  We've read about LIBOR rates, bonds in the Philippines, crashing Euro and dollar and other major things, but there is going to be something that's going to happen whereby the next moment/hour/day things will change.

What was needed has already occurred. I personally took charge of the final last thing that needed to be done. All the rest - the failing banks - indeed they are simply shuffling papers now. The LIBOR scandal, bond buy backs and all the rest are simply the house of cards falling in on itself.

I personally went to every mega billionaire in the World and asked them to give away all of their money to charity. They know that their wealth will be taken away from them at the time of reparations but they are not willing to face that truth. They feel they will get away with something. Dissolution means just that. It is inevitable and absolute. Cosmic Law is Absolute Justice. No human can escape this fact. Reparations means everyone will start on an equal playing field. If you now have more millions than the reparations all will receive then you too will lose it. When I asked not one Soul agreed to give up all their money. This was the final financial consideration needed. This was the last chance. Now each One who I approached will be dealt with in a way reflecting their choice. This exercise was done to move forward the plan. Since none who could help came forward it changed the level at which we may intervene. Changeover can happen any moment now. We are doing everything that is possible to move forward with the plan now.

3.  I understand ascension to be a personal experience that each soul learns.  When the changeover happens, the souls that are not ready for ascension - will they see the ships and the new economy or will they be stuck in the old paradigm in their own little world?

When Changeover happens an
d Earth enters Zero Point all the veils will drop. Almost every Soul on Earth today holds false beliefs regarding the financial sector, secret government, the cabal, extraterrestrials and more. There will be a lot of new truth to take in because the truth has been denied the people for so long. There is a Plan in place which is so loving and compassionate the transition will be made as simple as possible and will be all inclusive. Those who hold resistance to the beauty all around them will be offered help. Each individual will be given the choice to see the changes or remain in the old paradigm. Those choosing to remain will deny they see changes. This is their free will and accommodations for these Ones have been made.

4.  Dates cannot be given because even the Galatics have no idea as to when things are going to happen, but they must have the technology to know just how close we are.  A couple years ago, we were told that we were days away from changeover.  Can you give an honest answer as to exactly how close we are?  I know that we are sometimes given false information in order for us to learn a lesson but I would like an honest straight up feeling of how close we are as a planet - because that tipping point number needs to have everyone on board.

Every date that was ever proposed changed due to a situation which was an opportunity to make a better outcome. When someone channels the future they are seeing the details from a place of no space and no time and sometimes changes seemed nearer than they were. Also each Soul perceives these messages a different way which helps them along their Spiritual Path, whether in joy or sorrow. These emotions move us toward a goal. I can give you an honest answer. These changes will come in 2012 before the end of 2012 - It is so because the Collective Conscious made it so.

5.  Will Missions be offered immediately after changeover or will that be individualistic?

Missions will be offered as immediately as each individual desires.  Many will want a vacation to rest with their families and celebrate Earths good fortune. Some will want to speak to the High Beings who will be here to serve as Mentors and answer all the many questions which will arise. Nothing that appears as it is today will be the same after. It will all be BETTER.

 Will twin flame reunions be immediate or again, will that be on an individual soul level?

Twin Flame reunions will be offered as each individual desires. Many who relish the arrivals of their twin flames are currently married and raising children with a partner not their Twin Flame. Some have been living alone and celibate 20 years. All will be handled in a fair and kind and graceful manner. As it could be imagined at this moment it will be BETTER. No one will suffer as Souls gravitate to their ultimate happiness because all will be mutually BETTER.

7.  Will all secret societies be abandoned or will there still be some around that will be working for the good of Man/Earth?

The idea of secret societies has a most negative connotation. Those negative groups will all be completely dissolved. There are always a hierarchy amongst Souls and the level they have attained in their Consciousness. The Higher Teachings are kept secret until the moment when One is Ready and has prepared themselves. At this moment all secrets are revealed.

8.  With the advent of materializers, we'll have all of our food and clothing - and probably a bunch of other things.  What do we need money for then?  How will it be doled out - in gold certificates that we change over into some paper money?

The reparations will be given out to a bank account to each individual - every woman, child and man in the world. This money will be exchanged by a swipe card. Every person will have a card tied to their own account. All of the monies will be metals backed by silver, gold and platinum held in the banks around the world. This has already been created. We need money because we have held that as the energy exchange so long. We need money due to the enslavement of humanity. Souls will need a period to adjust. They will need time to phase away from the programming that they need money. When everyone is comfortable with the changes then Earth will no longer use money or swipe cards.

9.  Everything is in the NOW moment - there is no past or future, so disclosure and arrests have already happened (because there's only the now).  How are we able to hide this from ourselves?  How are we able to hide this perception?

We agreed to the forgetfulness. We agreed to the Veils. These are a condition to living on the great school called Earth. Veils are tied to karma. They are a compassionate act and are intrinsically tied to these conditions. They are why a tipping point of Souls was needed who had woken up and prepared themselves to do away with the Veils for the end of time.

1.  How SPECIFICALLY does 9/11 tie into arrests/ascension/disclosure?  There are MANY people that know that it was an inside job, but what's the main tie-in?

9/11 SPECIFICALLY was THE wake up call to humanity on Earth. It was necessary for such a gross and massive psychological trauma to happen to the Collective. It would take this level of misconduct to have permanent change. Before these two wars the deceitful actions of the cabal were not evident to humanity.

2.  How many people actually died in 9/11?

The number that passed on the 16 acres at Ground Zero is around 80,000. Millions more civilians and Servicemen and women died in Iraq and Afghanistan.

3.  What was the main reason for 9/11?  Was it a sacrificial ritual?  To start war in the middle east (for oil or the stargates)?  Keep us in fear?  Bring out the legal controls that they brought (Patriot Act, etc...)?  All of the above?  Am I missing something?

9/11 was pure greed. Period. A lot of money was made that day. There were many many traders prepped before the day making inside trades on all the industries which gained from that day. They also dropped stocks beforehand which dropped that day. They thought the computer hard drives inside the trade companies located at Tower 1 would all burn and some were reconstructed and the inside trades became known. There were deals made under the table for the war machine where so much money was made - trillions. War was declared on Iraq about one month later. The MAIN reason for 9/11 was to destroy the computer banks held in Tower 2. There contained the computers holding all the banking information for NESARA Law and the changeover from Federal Reserve Notes to Rainbow Bills. NESARA was to be announced September 11, 2001 George H. W. Bush wanted it stopped forever. He will not succeed. Greed will not be served.

Is Mitt Romney tied into 9/11?  Will Mitt Romney's arrest coincide with disclosure?

There are a few hundred in the United States in government holding back the entire world from freedom. Try to remember that this is a great illusion. Steps have been made behind the scenes where arrests have already taken place. What you are seeing playing out on the grand stage is a gigantic illusion. What controls the public in sound bites and the nightly debate about the election is not even real. This is why we may now intervene on deeper and deeper levels. The arrests are done and what you insist on watching and arguing about is fake. FAKE!

5.  Was 9/11 an attempt to rip the timelines like Montauk and the Philadelphia Experiment?  And if so, were they hoping to destroy our ascension process?

No. What ripped the Timelines at Montauk and the Philadelphia Experiment were actual time traveling science gone bad. 9/11 was mass murder. J.K. Rowling brought this out in her book series. Hermoine was using a time turner. She said to Harry they must not be seen when traveling back in time. She said terrible things happen to those who mess with time. These Souls will have to pay a price for the damage that was done to the Timelines. This is no small criminal charge.

6.  What is the spiritual meaning of 9/11?  Bush Sr. on 9/11 in 1990 with the New World Order speech, 9/11 in 2001, each with a difference of 11 years.  11 years from 2001 is 2012 - therefore what is the potential that will happen this September 11th, 2012?

September 11, 2012 holds the potential for more revelations about NESARA and Full Galactic Disclosure. We are winding down the year and each day rushes us forward to Changeover.

7.  What was under the twin towers and in building 7?  Were they demolished purposely to take gold that was stored underneath?  Where is that gold now?

It was not gold. It was the NESARA Announcement and the computer servers. In Building 7 was all the intelligence offices where the truths were held by staff there and on computers.  A tip to the then Governor Giuliani moved his staff early that day away from the crashing towers before they crashed. They needed to keep their fall guy alive.

8.  Is all the gold that is talked about (millions of tons) in the hands of the good?  Can you expand on Neil Keenan and his lawsuits?  They make sense and we have to take the system down WITH the rules of the system - so is this the final straw (that lawsuit and the liens on the federal reserve banks)?

The millions of tons of gold have been robbed from the rich and moved to storage in the hands of my own men. This was done in broad daylight and took years to accomplish. Some slight of hand was employed. This gold is held in chambers in several locations in several countries and guarded by military working for me. NESARA Law was signed after the United States Supreme Court declared fraud in banking systems not only in the United States but also banks with accounts in other countries. This Law required the arrest of all involved in the original fraud and land schemes. Millions and millions of dollars in fraud was robbed from the people. This is why there will be reparations - it is the settlement for the suit. The Keenan Lawsuit and liens on the federal reserve banks are too big to keep out of the media. The media control of spoon feeding what the cabal wants you to know have deleted many many more arrests and lawsuits - happening nonetheless behind the scenes - from the public eye. The rules of the system are working to dissolve the entire banking system now in place.

9.  The numbers that are being tossed around are a lot less than the 10 followed by 43 zeroes that NESARA seems to ensure.  Can you expand on why these numbers don't seem to add up?  I think some people think NESARA is BS simply because of the sheer size of the numbers.
These numbers being tossed around are guesses. The books from the NESARA Law were sealed to protect the lives of those who made it a success. NESARA Law took almost 20 years to make it through the courts and several White Knights were killed in the process. President Obama and his family continue to have death threats everyday. When the President was visiting Columbia there was an attempt on his life from a Secret Service Agent. This man conned his way through the entire vetting process which is extensive for one mission - to end finally the Presidency which will enact NESARA Law. Joe Biden is working with the dark cabal and was One responsible for 9/11. He is in place so he may be kept in his place. The next day the Secret Service was ripped apart from the seams. There was a silly sex scandal story put in place to hide the truth and further protect the President. Heads rolled. Some people think NESARA is made up because they do not have eyes which see. There are detailed explanations on the internet explaining the almost 20 year process involved in signing NESARA Law which are true. It is the massive fleecing of America which is really hard to believe. In many ways it cancels all we have stood for our whole lives - the whole lie about freedom not being free, Apple Pie and Mom is always right. We blow all our programming of what was held dear in the past generation by believing in NESARA. That is what is hard for Souls to take. Our parents, teachers, government, military, doctors, professors, scientists and priests all lied to us and they did know better. We face up to that and we end the illusion and gain true freedom.

Hold Your Vision For Change. It is inevitable NOW! This is St. Germain through Elizabeth Trutwin, September 7, 2012 © All Rights Reserved.,,